Assalamualaikum =* Sayangg ? Even I don't know what my mistakes , I'm still wanna apologize to you :* I don't wanna lose you , please stay in my heart forever ? :* I love you , no one else :* Sayangg , i wonder what your feeling after read all my entry in this blog :') But , I don't want you to know bout this :* I love you so so so muchhhh :* I can't understand why all this happen but I just wanna say that I miss you , I miss the old you . Really miss you , really miss all that moment when we first know each other :* Syahira & Athira , you two just my true perfect friends sayangg , don't ever you think that I don't love you :* I love you . 8 years friendship :) I love to be your friend :* Thanks for being there for me , even now we are not too close like before :* Najihah , I'm also love you . I spent more time with you because you have a same story , same everything like me . I can share everything with you because you the only one who I think understand me . I hope you stay by my side . Please stay strong even millions comes to you :') I'm trying my best to make you change your life by your own . I can't see you being even more worst baby ? I try my best . You my bestfriend . Adlina , sayangg .. even you don't want to forgive me , I still wanna say sorry for everything . This time , maybe I'm not by yourside anymore . But just one little things I wanna say .. I do love you . I know I've hurt your heart may times :') I always makes mistakes .About the things you said to me today . I realize that but its before . Now , I sincere be friends with jiha . I don't have any reason to be friend with her accept I want her be a perfect girl and change from the old life . The only things you said , I forget about you . That's not true . I never forget you even I'm too close with Jiha . Today I spent time with you . You makes me laugh a lot :D Can't forget that moment :') Yeah , maybe I'm not be there for you but you still have many friend who always love you , support your life :) Remember that :* Always love you baby :* Thanks for everything's :* Tengku , aku minta maaf for everything . Aku sedar , aku punca kau jadi macam ni :') Sakit kau jadi even worst . Sorry again . But , in fact . I love you . Apa yang aku buat sebab aku sayang kau . Aku harap kau sentiasa kuat , banyakkan berzikir . Aku dah tak mampu berdiri di sebelah kau lagi . Kau semakin mengelakkan diri so I don't have any chance to talk to you . I can't . Till now , I saw you can stay strong infront of us even in fact you are so so weak . I know it . I can see it in your eyes . Sorry . Maybe , I'm the one who destroy your happy life :') Sorry . Farah Asni , fee , I'm sorry if I ever did mistakes :') I miss the way you makes me laugh . The way you smile , n laugh like a crazy person . I miss all that . I miss the old fee :') I know your story . Please stay strong fee ? I love you Farah Asni . Even , kita tak berapa nak rapat . But you know all my story :') I love you , love you till die :') Fee , selalu bagi Ina semangat n dorongan untuk terus kuat :') Fee , selalu buat Ina ketawa sampai tak ingat dunia . Fee selalu kongsi cerita yang buat orang tertunggutunggu the ending :') Fee , Ina rindu semua tuh . N the moment masa kita buat gwiyomi samasama :'* I do love you :* Syafiqah , my new deskmate . Syafiqah , sorry mungkin awak nampak kita semakin berubah . But , please jangan salahkan Jiha lagi ? All the things happen because of me :') Please ? I make mistake so blame it on me . Don't jiha ? :') So Sorry , Thanks sebab selalu bagi kita pinjam awak punya barang n ajar kita math :') I love you syafiqah ! Serious , I don't know why but since I stay beside you in class , I love to laugh . You makes me can't stop from laughing too hard :'D You're my new bestfriend :') I love you . To all 2Bersih . I'm sorry . I wonder you all keep talking about me n Jiha in the class while both of us (me n jiha) were not there ? Yeahh , I know there's many changes of me :') Sorry , if I hurt your heart . I'm sorry . But , please ? Don't blame it on Jiha ? Saya bukan nak backup kawan sendiri but , saya tak nak kita semua bermusuh sedangkan kita satu kelas samasama like one family ? Can we just open a new book ? Saya tak paksa awak semua untuk maaf segala salah saya dan jiha . But , please ? Even jiha takde minta maaf dengan korang semua . Aku minta maaf bagi pihak dia ? Sorry ? Please , saya tak paksa tapi saya merayu sangatsangat :') You all , please stop thinking bad things about her ? We were not enemy . We are family in school ? Right ? Please ? I realize I'm not a responsible monitor assistant . But , please ? I wanna be myself . I'm sorry I don't understand where all this coming from :') Maybe it's me . Punca segala masalah maybe saya . So , tolong maafkan saya . Maybe , Jiha dah tipu korang for her sickness before . But , korang tak boleh menilai dia dari macam tu :') Kita semua tak perfect , ada kelemahan . Even saya rapat dengan dia but saya still tak tahu sama ada ia benar atau tak . So , please . Kita samasama berubah kearah kebaikan :') Forget all the past , and open a new book :* I love you all ;) You are my family forever :) Ya Allah , kau bukakanlah hati mereka untuk memaafkan aku dan jiha . Buangkanlah segala amarah dalam hati mereka agar mereka dapat menerima kami semula . Ya Allah , ampunilah segala dosaku , segala dosa Jiha yang pernah dia buat yaAllah . Ampunilah juga segala dosa kawankawanku yang lain :') Ya Allah , tanamkanlah sifat rendah diri , budi pekerti , tabah dan sabar ketika menghadapi dugaan daripadamu yaAllah . Tanamkanlah sifat , pemaaf dan menerima kelemahan orang lain dalam diri kami . Berikan lah aku petunjuk ke jalan yang benar yaAllah . Berikan aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala dugaan yang datang . Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala apa yang bakal berlaku dalam hidupku yaAllah . Ampunilah segala dosaku , ampunilah segala dosa rakan baik ku . Berilah mereka peluang untuk samasama berubah yaAllah . Amin ya Rabbal Alamin :') I love all of you . I miss all of you :* All of you .

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